Happiness Overshadowed ...
12 hours ago, I started a brand new chapter in my life but I didn't know that only 8 hours after, I'd feel a sudden pang of regret. The first day was far better than I expected it to be. I gained new friends and become closer to some. We had a blast during the whole orientation and I knew I was happy. I took my seat in the shuttle service knowing that tomorrow will be much better than today. But then one text, one call, made all the happiness fade and made me doubt my own decision. Habang nakasakay ako sa bus na maghahatid sa akin pauwi, hindi ako mapakali. It's like my brain and my heart knows that I've made a wrong decision. Paulit-ulit kong binasa ang text sa aking cellphone . I just let my biggest opportunity pass. May mga bagay pala talaga na minsan kailangan mong tanggapin dahil na rin sa ito ang naging desisyon mo. Maybe I was too hasty and too excited to find stability that I ended up not really looking deep into things and I didn't really weigh ...