Me
This is one of those nights that I badly need to write the things that I feel to help me keep my sanity. I can't understand what I am supposed to feel right now. I don't know if I want to cry or be angry or just stay silent. I feel like I'm gonna go crazy soon. I've done this to myself, I get it; I have no right to feel anything at all. Sometimes, naiisip ko na lang, "Kaya mo yan. Kaya mo pa yan. You can get through this." But there are days when I end up thinking about how my life is playing out before me. I've done things that I shouldn't have, things that could hurt the people that I love. I guess life has its own way of letting me experience things in a whole new perspective. Those that people would not easily accept and understand. It is through these trials that I get to know who I am as a person. I know I am not a saint, I'm so far gone from being one. Things are slowly ebbing, and I'm starting to feel the gravity of the c