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It's been a while since I've updated this little writing nook of mine. I wanted to share an exciting update—I've recently embarked on an enthralling adventure by moving from the vibrant city of Singapore to the enchanting streets of Copenhagen in June 2023. It's been a whirlwind of emotions, nostalgia, and heartwarming excitement as I embrace this new chapter of my life.  As the plane touched down at Copenhagen's Kastrup Airport, I couldn't help but feel a mix of nostalgia for the place I called home for so long and a bubbling excitement for the unknown that awaited me. The warmth of Singapore's tropical breeze had been replaced with the crisp air of Denmark, a hint of adventure lingering with every breath. The moment I stepped out of the airport, I was greeted by a world that seemed to blend modernity with a fairy tale charm. Copenhagen's architecture radiated a timeless elegance, its cobblestone streets whispering stories of the past. As I settled into...

  Hey, it's 2023 and I'm still inconsistent with almost everything that I do in life. Suddenly, the years seem to go by faster than I have expected. My 2022 was barely even starting, yet the year has already ended. 2022, the year that was, was full of happy memories and victories and less of heartbreaks and heartaches.  Finally, the world opened up and we were able to go to places that we used to frequent before everything suddenly stopped because of the pandemic. Birthdays, anniversaries, friendships, and whatnot were once again celebrated with loved ones.  Work was uneventful but I am thankful that I'm still here, alive and very well kicking. I got into one of my dream schools and I was able to celebrate my birthday overseas albeit just an hour away from Singapore but hey, that's a start for my revenge traveling.  My 2022 highlight is being able to bring my whole family to Singapore to celebrate Christmas and Mama's 70th birthday. I've been dreaming of being a...

 It's been more than a year since I have written on this blog. I admit I'm not good at sustaining things like this, except for work. Lately, I've been feeling a lot of feelings. Work consumes my entire day and many other personal things that exhaust me. Suddenly, I am thinking about the future (a couple of months ahead) and what would my life decisions be. 2022's last three months are proving to be a challenge both to my emotional and mental health. Work is by far the toughest I had been in because I was thrown into a pit without any idea what was going to happen, and now I am in survival mode. My relationship is nothing but a rollercoaster ride of emotions. Family, same as usual.  How do you even know whether your decision is what's best for you? I know one would agree that you wouldn't know unless you try, but I am afraid of trying/risking these hella big of a thing to just fate.  What if the decision to leave is something that I would regret for the rest of m...