Windows Open Tonight
Well, it's been a while since I've updated this blog. I've been busy with my new work so I don't have the time to just stop and breathe. To be honest, I've been trying to focus on one thing that I actually think is worth while but i terribly failed. I can't seem to find my space, my time, my energy. Having a new work, I thought, would give me the satisfaction that I need, but I guess not. There's always this vague emptiness that I feel in my life. No matter how long I spend my time with everything that is occupying my life now, I just feel so... how do you say this... lost. I feel like I'm still looking for that "meaning" as some would say, but how do you really find it? I've talked to some of my friends and they too, feel the same way and I feel like this is what they call mid-life crisis. If this is it, then it's hitting me hard on. Enough about that though, as of now, I'm writing this while listening to some good songs...