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I'm working in the morning for this week. It's been a while and it feels all so familiar. I like the morning breeze more than the night wind. It's makes me go back to those moments when everything was ok, settled. Now, my heart's ina a chaos, trying to decide where it would want to go a year from now. I think it's been a little over a year since I first started to wake up this early trying to go to work, all excited and fired up. Looking back, I was a fresh grad by then, naïve and eager to take on the whole world. Time changed me...it will forever do.

Waking up early feels a bit new to me since my body clock is kind of messed up due to my work schedule. I sleep in the morning and work at night. Yep, pretty messed up sleep. I've been thinking about my current career a lot lately. I mean, yeah I have a stable job and few good friends in the office but will this suffice? Will these things keep me from finding a new career and exploring endless possibilities? I have yet to know since I haven't tried yet but sometimes I often tell myself that maybe I'm just too scared to let go of my comfort zone. I'm scared to take risks and one this days, it'll be the end of me. I was going through some of my notes and I read one quote that says "Opportunity does not come with introduction". I guess this is just a wake up call for me. Giving some things a try may not hurt right? The clock is ticking. Someday, i will have to do it but I hope it won't be too soon...

When everything seems so out of hand, just stop for a while and take a look at life. Life has so much to offer but why do we choose to stay where we are? I guess I'm still happy. Envy. Where does it take someone? Jealousy. A bitter medicine. Lights. Song. Melody. Life. Reality. Risks. when the lights go out, we'll be safe and soumd...we'll be a DREAM Life, where will it take me? "when the lights go out, we'll be safe and sound... we'll be a DREAM"